My family are in Spain for two weeks, I didn't go because I know I wouldn't enjoy it, it'd be too hot.
I'm finding it hard to think right now, I don't really feel anything at the moment. I haven't felt like myself for a while now.
Ugh, I really don't know how to explain it tbh. I don't feel like my memories are my memories, I feel like I'm remembering things that happened to someone else. Even when it's things that just happened the other day, I feel like I'm remembering a story that I read in a book or something.
Yeah, I wish I knew how to sum up what I was feeling in a way that made it easy to understand and beautiful etcetc, but I'm crap, so.